Thursday, April 26, 2012
Progression-reflection: Moment of Honesty
Sometimes I miss God........then I realize that what I miss are my insecurities....comfort in my immaturity, and my debilitating ability to try to find a reason or excuse for everything that went right or wrong in my life by praising "god" or blaming the "devil." Now that I'm faced with the reality of taking most of the responsibility for the good and bad happenings in my life, sometimes I hate myself for leaving that blissful paradise called Ignorance. I say "most" because....well, there's Chance. However, that paradise can't compare to the paradise that I see ahead; full conscious reality. I think I'll like that place.